Chaos at home

They are all here. The house is in chaos. One of my family members came back to have iftar with us. And he brought back all his children along. The twins are so happy to see their cousins that they decided to have fun. They refused to sleep the whole afternoon. But Alhamdulillah, they slept quite early tonight. And I finally get to rest.

My other half is on night shift tonight. So, I am all alone. After we made up, we never fought again until today. We promised ourselves that we will try to rekindle the love between us both. And we will always think of the kids. I love them too much. And so does he. And I cannot imagine them growing up without a father to love. Allah.. please help us. Please guide us and protect us from harm.

Last Friday's discussion session was also great. I learnt a lot from the group. I miss the times in Melbourne where those gatherings happen more often. It is so true when people say that the environment around you shapes your character in a way. I should go to these gatherings more often.

I miss my other half. Very badly.